Post by aneaglesangel on Apr 25, 2006 19:30:30 GMT -5
On another thread, Lildebcc said that she had never heard of a person banishing a demon or negative energy feeder before. That got me to thinking, then exactly what did I do?? I had the problem with an NEF for over 22 years when I finally got rid of it.
I'm gonna cut this down to make a long story short. But after reading, researching, figuring out what I had going on, I asked for help. In the end, I was put in contact with a shaman who was also a "psychic healer" with a church certification, I don't remember his exact credentials, but I trusted him. Like the others who had been to my home, he blessed my home, but he went a step further and the two of us drew a protective circle of salt around my house. I want you to also know, this thing followed me from house to house. When I would move, it could take 6 months to a year, but it would find me again, guaranteed!
Well, anyway, he went through all this trouble, but it didn't help! It returned soon after the blessing, up to it's usual tricks. But while I was working with this shaman, he set me on the right path, and he taught me something I won't forger. He told me that I had the power over this thing, that because I was mind, body and spirit in a living being, I had more power than creatures who had no bodies. He told me that love and hate are the two most powerful forces in the world. He taught me many things, it would take pages to fill you in. But what he taught me were important lessons! I went on to read a few very good books on shamanism, written by Wolf Moondance. One was a medicine wheel and I did the whole book. I forgave people things of the past which hurt me, I forgave myself for my mistakes. I became a stronger person somehow, and I think this was important, for it was the preparation for me to tell this thing to leave once and for all.
When it came back, I used my most powerful weapon!! My love for my children and the horses I worked with. I told it to go! I told it that it no longer held power over me! I told it that I banished it from my reality and that it could never come back and harm me. Yes, it did all it's bed shaking, but for the first time in my life it couldn't touch me. So I kept my picture in my mind of my kids, my horses, a certain golden light I'd seen in a NDE, and I told it once more, calmly and with no fear, to leave NOW! It did. I haven't seen it ever since.
So what did I do if I didn't banish it? Does anyone have any opinions on this? I'd be interested in what people think happened to the NEF! Oh and sorry so long!!
I'm gonna cut this down to make a long story short. But after reading, researching, figuring out what I had going on, I asked for help. In the end, I was put in contact with a shaman who was also a "psychic healer" with a church certification, I don't remember his exact credentials, but I trusted him. Like the others who had been to my home, he blessed my home, but he went a step further and the two of us drew a protective circle of salt around my house. I want you to also know, this thing followed me from house to house. When I would move, it could take 6 months to a year, but it would find me again, guaranteed!
Well, anyway, he went through all this trouble, but it didn't help! It returned soon after the blessing, up to it's usual tricks. But while I was working with this shaman, he set me on the right path, and he taught me something I won't forger. He told me that I had the power over this thing, that because I was mind, body and spirit in a living being, I had more power than creatures who had no bodies. He told me that love and hate are the two most powerful forces in the world. He taught me many things, it would take pages to fill you in. But what he taught me were important lessons! I went on to read a few very good books on shamanism, written by Wolf Moondance. One was a medicine wheel and I did the whole book. I forgave people things of the past which hurt me, I forgave myself for my mistakes. I became a stronger person somehow, and I think this was important, for it was the preparation for me to tell this thing to leave once and for all.
When it came back, I used my most powerful weapon!! My love for my children and the horses I worked with. I told it to go! I told it that it no longer held power over me! I told it that I banished it from my reality and that it could never come back and harm me. Yes, it did all it's bed shaking, but for the first time in my life it couldn't touch me. So I kept my picture in my mind of my kids, my horses, a certain golden light I'd seen in a NDE, and I told it once more, calmly and with no fear, to leave NOW! It did. I haven't seen it ever since.
So what did I do if I didn't banish it? Does anyone have any opinions on this? I'd be interested in what people think happened to the NEF! Oh and sorry so long!!
